In order to live my ideal life:
Non-Evasion and Pro-confrontation – ORIGIN ALITY -
As far as conducting the total awareness life in which you plug into "Now" and constantly push ahead, constantly develop and grow. The thing is that I want it all next week, right now, this millisecond. The leader, the instigator, the creator, the cold origination.
Life should sparkle and rush, burn with fire, hot melting steel, like freeze-burn from a comet.
I know that if I was around someone who was REAL and very PHYSICAL and RECOGNIZED about, I would probably verge on envy and I'd be too repressed for fear of fucking up in front of this serious person – intimidated. Don't be!
Be seriously involved with growing, with true development, and never fear.
Be the kind of person who is naturally powerful, positive, ingenius, open to the highest degree, but with no interest in coercion or pressure or power over other people.
That kind of power is hollow. It contains nothing and brings you nothing in the long run.
BE THE BEST.
NO NEGATIVITY, NO WEAKNESS,
NO ACQUIESCENCE TO FEAR OR DISASTER,
NO ERRORS OF IGNORANCE,
NO EVASION FROM REALITY.