Just the memory of laughter and the living out of lies

saturday night, my dream of 4 years came true

sunday night, the dream was over and i got my heart crushed.

monday was the first day of the semester and i was completely numb.

tuesday, someone in my family died.

It has been an overwhelming, confusing, and painful past few days.

It's the kind of time when songs you already know by heart, mean something compeletly new to you.

One song that I was introduced to about a month ago has been on repeat... I feel so pathetic, but that's what I do... I feel emotions a little too deeply and wallow in them. But hopefully it will make me wiser when I'm through it.

I also found a picture of me and my dad about 10 years ago. I think it's my favorite one of us. My aunt took it at La Fogata in San Antonio.